Worrying

I went to bed early last night, my eyes were acheing not only from the sleep dust making my left eye sore but from also being stupidly tired. I woke up this morning at 9am, still quite early for me but because I had gone to bed early it was justified I suppose. My left eye was crusted with sleep dust, I cleaned it up and it was still a little sore but now it's fine! The sleep dust/goo in it yesterday seemed to have washed itself out over-night thank God. My eye/s don't hurt anymore, always good as I want to stay up tonight with Stew to watch Pulp Fiction. Stewie has never seen Pulp fiction, amazing huh? So I'm making him stay up and watch it with me tonight, not literally of course, we'll be speaking over MSN. I hope he likes it after all of this :/ lol.

I worried about Alex. Okay I know this is going to sound mental and irrational but I text him yesterday, once very late the night before, asking for his opinion on something. He hadn't got back to me so I text him in the morning asking if he was feeling better (because he hit his head pretty damn hard the other day). No response all day. So I text him again about 8 in the evening, asking him to text me because I was worried. It seems silly to worry but this is the day after he's banged his head, anything could have happened. He didn't feel too good when he rung me the day after he hit his head (headache, feeling dizzy, that kind of thing) so it got me worried that something has happened to him. Of course, there are many logical explanations why he hasn't gotten back to me but what if he's in hospital right now and I don't know?! I know I'm being stupid, it's probably nothing. Sigh. Alex, if you're reading this please text me right now to let me know! I wonder, is he avoiding me for some reason? God knows why he would. If he chose not to text back any other time, it wouldn't bother me too much but because of recent events, I am worrying and can't get it off my mind at the moment. I am a woman, we worry too much :/.

I played the mental cat game again this morning, got another trophy and also figured out how to upload a video directly from the game to youtube! I somehow got my cat to walk down a cat-walk (ha ha) in a red top and grey pants (you can dress up your cat if you so wish to!) and it gave a youtube option! Epic win! The PS3 had remembered my youtube details from when I uploaded some trash panic videos from there once, it didn't take long to upload. Utterly brilliant. I loled when I made my cat say "o hai" when it got to the end of the catwalk! Guess work at what Japanese means ftw!

I also watched "Gonzo: The life and work of Hunter S. Thompson" this morning, I had recorded it a while ago and thought I'd finally get round to watching it. It was very interesting, I read "Fear and Loathing in las vegas" recently and loved the style in which he writes, so I became rather interested in the man behind the words. I wish I had a unique writing style, but I don't think I do, mind you, most writers think they're work isn't that great! That's me alright. They do say all artists are insecure about their own work, we're our own worst critics, e.g actors usually hate watching their own performances because all they do is critise themselves. Trust me, it's the same for writers. Although, I can hardly call myself a writer now can I? I haven't really written much, going to have to start doing that at Uni.

So I am sat here, bored because my father is occupying the backroom again so I can't play Resi. MGO tonight I hope. I'm so going to buy the Meryl earrings on the MGO store! W00t. So yeah, sat here, bored, worrying alot, someone put me out of misery.

Currently listening to: "Who am I?"- Will Young
"Who am I to tell you, that I would never let you down, that no one else could love you, half as much as I do now and who am I to say that, I'll always catch you when you fall. Well I, I wouldn't be myself at all."