FUUUU-

Cannot believe I'm going to uni tomorrow! It's mental! I'm shitting myself lol. I woke up to a text from Marnie, asking what time I wanted her, Alice and Bex to come round. I text back 3:30. Nice and simple right? Well you will find out later...

Once I gotten dressed, taken all my meds and eaten some toast. I went for a walk with mum and the dog up to my nan and grandads. They're on holiday in Blackpool at the moment so they wanted us to water the plants and stuff. There wasn't much to do when we got there so we were in and out in no time but it was nice to get out for a bit. When I got back I stuck on some Nightwish, burnt some incense and got packing! The food stuff and most of the kitchen stuff was already done so it was just packing more personal things really. Got a suitcase full of clothes, a box full of shoes and two dressing up costumes (never know when you'll need those!), photos, stationary, make-up, jewellary. So. Much. Crap! I really don't know how this will all go in the car but it best do!!! My mum made me some tea while I packed and helped me out with a few things but I did most of it myself. Spoke to Alex on the phone for a bit to take a little break from packing. Finished off, then went downstairs and ate lunch, which consisted of chocolate cake and lemonade. Hmm.

So then it was time to wait for my friends to come round. Alice turned up and we sat down and talked for a bit, I wondered where Marn and Bex were. Alice said Bex couldn't come because she was working so I though fair enough. But I thought she'd finished work now??? Oh well, maybe she got an extra shift or something. I then got a text from marn saying: "Hi I'm sure your busy. I'm going to pop to town to get something. So if your free I could pop round after? Whens alice seeing you?". I just flipped. For fucks sake. What part of I'm free at 3:30 so come round then don't you understand?! Alice thought it was rather funny! We both agreed we have no idea how that girl thinks sometimes. I was really pissed off. Why bother Marnie, why fucking bother. Eugh. So me and Alice had a good old bitch about marnie and a chat about uni stuff before she had to go off to work. I got on my tip-toes and gave her a big hug (yes she's really that tall compared to me :P). I'm going to miss her so much! We had an emotional goodbye (don't worry, we didn't cry lol) and off she went.

Later on Marn came round for a bit, we just stood and the doorstep and talked. As we were talking, a man who was running stopped and asked "Is that your baby?" and pointed to a toddler (who I hadn't noticed was there.). Some woman in her car was also shouting to me that the kid could just wonder into the road. For fucks sake. I didn't see it, it was behind a wall. One, don't insult me by suggesting I have a 2 year old. Two, lady, shut up. He was fine. He was just standing there on the pavement, looking quite happy with a bottle in his mouth. She told me to "grab the kid". No. I'm not going to pick up someone elses child! It's not necessary either, unless it was running into the road there is no need to. So I went to next door while the runner and Marn kept an eye on the kid. I shouted, no less than four times "Hello is anyone in? Can you hear me?" (the door was open but there was no doorbell to ring). Finally, the grandmother of the child came out (shouting her grandsons name) and she realised the door was open I said "Yeah he's outside". She rushed past me and scooped him up into his arms. He was grinning away quite happy. No harm done but she should have been more careful! No thank you, she just rushed inside with him. You're welcome -__-. Sigh.

Later on it was MGO time. Only 4 people turned up, Iain, John, Stew and epicsteve. Was good fun but a bit of a letdown. Alas, you can't expect people to be free on a wednesday night! It was nice of the few that turned up to play anyways. When Stew and JB had left, me, iain and Steve played some worms. Was great fun! :) My dad rang during MGO. Wishing me luck and stuff. I must have sounded a bit cold on the phone but I was trying to desperatly hold back tears! I cried but only after I got off the phone. I don't want to cry tomorrow, but I know I will. So embarassing :(.