A good talk, cry and trip to the beach can do wonders for the brain you know. I got to think about things this afternoon and I realsied worrying about people isn't going to solve their problems for them. If there's nothing I can do, that's fine, it's normal. The best thing I can do is them space and let them works themselves out, I don't need to interfere every five minutes, because that will help nobody. And I don't want people to worry about me, if tehy've already got enough on their plate I do not want to add to it.
I'm also so excited abut my holiday, it's 2 weeks today! It will be so good to get away from everything and everyone. Maybe it's the break that I need, hopefully I'll feel better about things when I return and learn to appriciate them more! I just can't wait to be running across a smooth, sandy beach and diving into a warm sea! It will be heaven, I hope! I think people also need a break from me, I'm probably not doing anyone any good at the moment and I feel really bad about it.
Am now looking foward to tomorrow more too, it's going to be so much fun, going to make a complete day of it and I can't wait to see everyone, I've missed them all so much! It will definatly cheers me up, I'm sure we'll have lots of laughs and maybe a few screams. On the rides....of course :D
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