Happy Fathers Day

Not. I don't care if it is fathers day, he's annoying the hell out of me. Been playing Burnout and he was complaining that the music was doing his head in, he wasn't even in the room 90% of the time and I didn't have it on loud! I wish he'd just leave me alone. I know it's petty, me getting annoyed over things like that but exams are stressing me out and no one seems to fucking appriciate that in this house! No one seems to notice the sacrifices I've made so I can study i.e. not going out at all! And dad just makes snid comments about how I have too much time on my hands, yeah duckhead I've been spending it working, or at least trying to but I've hit a wall with revision now. Tomorrow will be the ultimate decider on whether I go to Kingston or not and I really hope I get the grades because I do not want to stay here with my parents any longer! So as I'm feeling rather unwanted, I'm sat in my room for a change, away from everyone I'm apparently annoying. Fine. Fuck you. Hope he enjoys his present when it actually arrives because me and my sister spent a lot of money that I don't have. God knows why I even bother sometimes.
Now I can't wait for tomorrow, I can't wait to get things over and done with. Not like I'll be able to do anything on monday to celebrate though. I guess I'll just have to wait till wednesday. Can't wait, I'll actually get to enjoy myself and not have to worry about shit. Apart from the fact I need holiday money and I haven't really got any money. Going to have to take it out of my savings account. I don't like taking money out of there, it feels wrong but I guess it's there for a reason. Not sure how many euros to take with me on holiday. I'm usually don't buy many "things" while i'm on holiday, they'll all be tacky in Tenerife anyway, but I'm going to be eating out everyday as it's self-catering and then there's booze money to take into account. Plus, I can't take my bank card out there just in case because they charge you for withdrawing money, grr. So I'll probably end up taking too many euros and you lose so much money when you covert them back :(. I hate money...