This is a blog to say sorry for being such a bitch. Recently a lot of stupid little things have been stressing me out, to the point I have to take it out on something or someone else. I never, ever mean to upset the people I love but sometimes we all do. I believe we only hurt those people because they're so close to us that you think it's okay because they can take it because they love you. I mean, that's why every kid has arguments with their parents when they're upset right? I remember when I went through a horrible phase when I was a teenager of shouting at my parents so much. I felt so much anger and hate because I was stressed out at school. It wasn't really ever their fault but I was so depressed I felt I had to take it out on someone and unfortunately, parents are the closest things to you and so they get all the blame. I hate being like this and I am sorry. But my friends keep me going and ignore the fact I stress out and love me anyway which makes me so happy.
One less stress to take off the pile is having to re-take my failed module! I got a letter from Kingston Uni yesterday saying the department had decided I didn't need to re-take anything and that I was moving on to the next year! Epic win! I'd been beating myself up over this stupid mistake of a module for ages. I was so annoyed as I'd worked so hard this year and I messed up a load of hard work. But that doesn't matter now because they've decided to pass me! I could not be happier about this.
Currently listening to: Guns n' roses-Paradise City
"Take me down to the paradise city where the grass is green and the girls are are pretty. Take. Me. Home."
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