Only you know me

Started to walk to a lecture this afternoon when I had a phone call from Alex asking me how I was. I wasn't good and I told him how stressed I was getting about everything. He reassured me I was going to be fine and I know in my heart he's telling the truth but I felt like bursting into tears right then and there. But I was walking to Uni and I knew I had to keep it together so I somehow stopped myself. Maybe I need a good cry :/.

Got to my lecture and thankfully the lesson only lasted an hour because our teacher was nice and new that we were all rushing to do our news stories. I went to the library but all the computers were taken so I couldn't print anything out. I had no information for my news story yet either, so I went home. I had no work to do when I got home, due to lack of current story so I decided to wait and do it later and get a few quotes off my friend Matt about people stealing his food. Lame story I know but it was all I had at the time. Kim the day before said she had a story for me on facebook but she hadn't got back to me, even though I text her. Lewis called, he'd brought the first Fable on PC so he came round with his computer to show me. I was happy to see a friendly face to be honest. I went on facebook and yes! Kim had messaged me! She told me this horrible story about how her parents got attacked by 30 yobs not very far at all from where I live! Scary! It was a horrible story but a good one to right about. I didn't have much material but I was going to try and work with it after viewing the house.

We went down to view the house, it was just across the park so the location was good. It was however, right next to a school...which might make it a little noisy during the day. Anyway we waited in the freezing cold for the bloody guy to turn up. He was 15 minutes late! He was in a posh suit and stuff but seemed to know next to nothing about the house. Inside, it was awful. It was colder than outside but that can be expected because the heating wouldn't be on in an empty house. Ellie was pretty sure the house had some kind of damp which is never good. Also, there was no communal kitchen. Instead everyone had a mini kitchen in their rooms which would seriously be no good for anything but ready meals. I could not imagine cooking on those crappy, old, stoves with no desk room AT ALL. It was really, really grim and miserable. I really hope there are better places out there! I think I'd feel depressed living there. We all realised how lucky we were, although we complain about them, halls are fucking luxury!

After the house viewing, we had a pretty cool system going on. Me and Lewis were both occupying my desk with our laptops, he was playing Fable, I was working on my news article and stressing over it big time. Matt was using the TV playing Super Mario Galaxy. Welcome to the geeks pit! I'd finished my news article and had stuck it on my memory stick before we headed out. They were all going to the Cinema Appreciation Society to see "All about my mother", a Spanish film I'd seen too many times because we had to watch it in Film Studies and write about it in an exam. I pwned that exam, in fact I got an A in the section where I had to write about All about my mother! Lewis had also done film studies and he didn't even like the film but he thought he may as well go if everyone else was. I was going to the library to print out my work so when we got to the Uni we parted our ways.

Even though it was 6pm the library was still very busy. I went upstairs to the "quiet" section where everyone is basically silent, it's very unnerving but there were a couple of computers free so I printed all my work out. But, it wasn't coming out. The printer was jammed full of work people had just left. It took 45 minutes for my work to come out! But at least I got it in the end. I rushed home and now I'm sat here waiting for the others to come back from the film. Matt has promised to cook us tuna pasta bake again so that should be nice. I'm absolutely starving, they should be back very soon though. Fed up of hearing about Modern Warfare 2 though. I know I have no right to be but if you didn't have the opportunity to own it or even play it like me, you'd feel exactly the same. So I'm just going to wallow in misery for a while and pray that tomorrow is better. If Lewis' plug comes, it defiantly will be a better day.

Current favourite song: Robbie Willaims- You know me
"Only you know me. Since you went away my heart breaks every day, you don't know coz you're not there. You simply found the words to make a lot of feelings fade away. Only you know me."

Currently listening to: The Hoosiers-Worst case scenario
"You'd be happier instead if you'd stayed in bed. I pray one day I live to see break a smile."