Well, I woke up rather late this morning to a text from Marnie saying no one wanted to go out this weekend because people had got mixed up with it and therefore had already made other plans. 1) I am not sure how people could have got mixed up since the last time I saw Marnie was on Thursday, the day before I went to Jen's, so it couldn't have been that weekend. 2) I was sort of relieved but then realised we were just going to have a quite night in with a film...I would have actually enjoyed that. So 3) now I just feel no one can be bothered to see me before I go away. Ahh well. To be honest I know I don't make a big enough effort with people anyway. I'm just not one for arranging things I guess. I'm bad at it.
But somehow Alex has dragged me into arranging MGO for him tonight. I've managed to round up a few people but who knows who'll actually turn up. Alex better fucking turn up or I'll kill him. Today has been a bit of a shit day if I'm honest. I've basically had the place to myself but I've found myself bored all day. I miss my friends, can't wait to go back and see them. I miss my social life, ha! I'm pathetic really aren't I? I cannot cope by myself, I need people. I hate being alone. Thank Christ for my uni friends. I'd go insane without them.
Currently listening to: Champion-No heaven
"Oh lord, there ain't no heaven."
From the end credits of Borderlands. Love it.
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